Well... It's been quite a while since I wrote one of these. Over the past 3 months nothing too special has happened... Life's been there. I got closer to a few people and I feel like I'm slightly more likeable, though if you ask anyone I self loathe way too much. I feel sorta stupid writing a blog after so long.
So, I have decided that the one thing that I must do this year is jump out of a plane at 35,000 ft. Just for fun. Just to fall. I've been feeling a bit lonelier lately, but I have some amazing friends to cheer me up. People that after a "fight" between them and me, I realize i could never live without. They help me get through the day and make me laugh and I love them. But today something happened. Me and emily bonded a whole lot in cameron's basement. It's a magical place. And some cunt *cough cough* *brandon* *cough* is hypocritical and stupid enough to think that everyone in the world is in love with him, that he has no problems, and that emily, a sweet, kind, caring, funny, happy, and selfless, is a low-life who can't get her life together and blames the world for her problems... I LOVE LEXXY FOREVER FOR HER POST IN RESPONSE TO THIS!!!! http://teddybearguts.blogspot.com/
I haven't had much luck with relationships lately, but who really cares. Snowdays now sorta bore me sadly enough. Both of those days I was stuck in the house, and sadly enough i actually wanted to go back to school. 6 day weekends are nice, but not so much when you are stuck in your house.
We got new schedules in school and i've finally dropped french!!! :D :D :D :D I like most of my classes but i don't have many classes with my friends. Oh well. Me and Andrea mysteriously are on exact opposites of Mrs. Garry's class. I wonder why that happened. She wouldn't even move me when I told her I had an eye problem. Stupid bitch. Magically, I've been getting even less sleep than normal and for the first time in many, many years I was tired enough to take a nap. Best day of my life.
Back to relationships. I feel like I might be a creeper because I've been asking about this one kid, who I used to like and things never took off. Oh man. Some one who probably rejected me and went through his best friend to do it... RAWR I wish i could make up my mind on some things. I feel like I've been going about things wrong. Asking someone out who I wasn't even sure if I liked, doing anything for some kid I hardly knew and ended up being a little bit of an ass who had a small sweet side... Idk...
Music has taken me over. Way more than normal. I can't stop downloading new stuff. I add about 100 songs a day and my iPod is full so I have to delete my old stuff. D: But now I am in love with pop-punk, indie and some hard-core. Unfortunately my favorite band somehow is still Mayday Parade. I don't think i'll ever be able to get over them. It's very sad. = /
Well thanks for reading this terrible post. I'll try to write more often.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Sickness and Daytime TV
Okay, so... SICKDAYS SUCK!!!!
Sitting at home bored waiting to do something... So yeah I wake up and realize that i can't breathe and I'm like whoa!! So I got out of a test, but that was about it. I woke back up around ten and i had 50 messages asking me where I was, woot woot! I watched some daytime TV, but after getting tired of seeing Drew Carey give away shit if "the price is right" I read Harry Potter. The entire second book. Then I passed out.
Cookies are now the bain of my existence as I ate 8 today... Then I got even more sick and passed out! Falling down the stairs was fun. The most exciting time of my day was talking to allie and listening to her life... Sorta sad... But anyways...
I finished Ana's song, the piano part and I polished the lyrics a bit. Then I practiced it and somehow got sidetracked into writing a paper. Then I went to go get the song and it was gone!!! I still haven't found it... I'm really depressed now to because her mom grounded her for her grades... :'( But the worst part is that I missed the message telling me so I'm sorta sad even more.
I've decided tomorrow afternoon my hair will be a auburn brown colour and it will look incredible. I've got to go study now though and read other people's blogs so see ya tomorrow!
OH RIGHT! TWILIGHT FUCKING IS OUT TOMORROW!!!!!! :D
Sitting at home bored waiting to do something... So yeah I wake up and realize that i can't breathe and I'm like whoa!! So I got out of a test, but that was about it. I woke back up around ten and i had 50 messages asking me where I was, woot woot! I watched some daytime TV, but after getting tired of seeing Drew Carey give away shit if "the price is right" I read Harry Potter. The entire second book. Then I passed out.
Cookies are now the bain of my existence as I ate 8 today... Then I got even more sick and passed out! Falling down the stairs was fun. The most exciting time of my day was talking to allie and listening to her life... Sorta sad... But anyways...
I finished Ana's song, the piano part and I polished the lyrics a bit. Then I practiced it and somehow got sidetracked into writing a paper. Then I went to go get the song and it was gone!!! I still haven't found it... I'm really depressed now to because her mom grounded her for her grades... :'( But the worst part is that I missed the message telling me so I'm sorta sad even more.
I've decided tomorrow afternoon my hair will be a auburn brown colour and it will look incredible. I've got to go study now though and read other people's blogs so see ya tomorrow!
OH RIGHT! TWILIGHT FUCKING IS OUT TOMORROW!!!!!! :D
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
rambling
Okay, so this is my first blog... WOOT!!!!
So there is this girl ana, who i like and today i was sitting in biology and i was thinking about her, so i write her a really corny song and im just like okay it sucks so its sitting somewhere in my binder. But this morning i woke up sorta oddly cause i got out of bed and i realized that it was 4 in the morning. So much fun huh?
So twilight, somehow i got obsessed with that... The first book was really good but im afraid cause everyone is like "bella turns into a bitch" and i sorta like her in the first book. So yeah i read that all first period trying to finish before the movie comes out. But before that me and andrea had our special time at the start of class yelling across the room at 7:30 in the morning. You can tell everyone just loves us in the morning. But its better than the war we had in Ms. Garry/Puff's class. We started throwing stuff at eachother during presentations. It started out small. Just pencils and paper, but then it got bigger (that's what she said), until we started throwing binders and books. We ended up in a stalemate aiming shoes at the other ones heads. And she was all "if you even think of throwing that, this is going to explode in your face." Of course we start laughing and Ms. Puff sees us. Its so special how much trouble Andrea can get in without Ms. Puff noticing me. She started yelling at Andrea, telling her she was rude and a terrible person. Then she told me the same goes for me as an after thought. Then I started thinking about the game... Of course Andrea had to send me a text right as i was forgetting about the last time I lost... Emily...
So then i walked the dog in the fucking freezing and it was sooooooooooooooooo cold. I wanted the dog to move, but of course he stayed in one place... And i tried to get him to run so that i didn't have to come back out and run, but that didn't work... Who invented the cold? I think that they should be shot. So i get home have hot chocolate and change into sweats and get to go running!!!!!! Such an exciting life! So after i can't feel my hands (3 miles) i decide to turn around and run back home. By the time i get there, they are in physical pain. Why i put myself through the torment of running I shall never know.
Later I had a three way with allie and britney. I don't think that anyone payed attention for more than 5 seconds. Short attention spans are bad... So while they yell at eachother i watch TV for the first time in a month on the brand new HD TV that my dad just bought. But then i had to move the old TV into his car. I must be weak cause i struggle the whole 30 feet to his car. Then I read emily's blog and was inspired so here i am. :D
So there is this girl ana, who i like and today i was sitting in biology and i was thinking about her, so i write her a really corny song and im just like okay it sucks so its sitting somewhere in my binder. But this morning i woke up sorta oddly cause i got out of bed and i realized that it was 4 in the morning. So much fun huh?
So twilight, somehow i got obsessed with that... The first book was really good but im afraid cause everyone is like "bella turns into a bitch" and i sorta like her in the first book. So yeah i read that all first period trying to finish before the movie comes out. But before that me and andrea had our special time at the start of class yelling across the room at 7:30 in the morning. You can tell everyone just loves us in the morning. But its better than the war we had in Ms. Garry/Puff's class. We started throwing stuff at eachother during presentations. It started out small. Just pencils and paper, but then it got bigger (that's what she said), until we started throwing binders and books. We ended up in a stalemate aiming shoes at the other ones heads. And she was all "if you even think of throwing that, this is going to explode in your face." Of course we start laughing and Ms. Puff sees us. Its so special how much trouble Andrea can get in without Ms. Puff noticing me. She started yelling at Andrea, telling her she was rude and a terrible person. Then she told me the same goes for me as an after thought. Then I started thinking about the game... Of course Andrea had to send me a text right as i was forgetting about the last time I lost... Emily...
So then i walked the dog in the fucking freezing and it was sooooooooooooooooo cold. I wanted the dog to move, but of course he stayed in one place... And i tried to get him to run so that i didn't have to come back out and run, but that didn't work... Who invented the cold? I think that they should be shot. So i get home have hot chocolate and change into sweats and get to go running!!!!!! Such an exciting life! So after i can't feel my hands (3 miles) i decide to turn around and run back home. By the time i get there, they are in physical pain. Why i put myself through the torment of running I shall never know.
Later I had a three way with allie and britney. I don't think that anyone payed attention for more than 5 seconds. Short attention spans are bad... So while they yell at eachother i watch TV for the first time in a month on the brand new HD TV that my dad just bought. But then i had to move the old TV into his car. I must be weak cause i struggle the whole 30 feet to his car. Then I read emily's blog and was inspired so here i am. :D
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