HAPPY NEW YEAR....

Well... It's been quite a while since I wrote one of these. Over the past 3 months nothing too special has happened... Life's been there. I got closer to a few people and I feel like I'm slightly more likeable, though if you ask anyone I self loathe way too much. I feel sorta stupid writing a blog after so long.
So, I have decided that the one thing that I must do this year is jump out of a plane at 35,000 ft. Just for fun. Just to fall. I've been feeling a bit lonelier lately, but I have some amazing friends to cheer me up. People that after a "fight" between them and me, I realize i could never live without. They help me get through the day and make me laugh and I love them. But today something happened. Me and emily bonded a whole lot in cameron's basement. It's a magical place. And some cunt *cough cough* *brandon* *cough* is hypocritical and stupid enough to think that everyone in the world is in love with him, that he has no problems, and that emily, a sweet, kind, caring, funny, happy, and selfless, is a low-life who can't get her life together and blames the world for her problems... I LOVE LEXXY FOREVER FOR HER POST IN RESPONSE TO THIS!!!! http://teddybearguts.blogspot.com/
I haven't had much luck with relationships lately, but who really cares. Snowdays now sorta bore me sadly enough. Both of those days I was stuck in the house, and sadly enough i actually wanted to go back to school. 6 day weekends are nice, but not so much when you are stuck in your house.
We got new schedules in school and i've finally dropped french!!! :D :D :D :D I like most of my classes but i don't have many classes with my friends. Oh well. Me and Andrea mysteriously are on exact opposites of Mrs. Garry's class. I wonder why that happened. She wouldn't even move me when I told her I had an eye problem. Stupid bitch. Magically, I've been getting even less sleep than normal and for the first time in many, many years I was tired enough to take a nap. Best day of my life.
Back to relationships. I feel like I might be a creeper because I've been asking about this one kid, who I used to like and things never took off. Oh man. Some one who probably rejected me and went through his best friend to do it... RAWR I wish i could make up my mind on some things. I feel like I've been going about things wrong. Asking someone out who I wasn't even sure if I liked, doing anything for some kid I hardly knew and ended up being a little bit of an ass who had a small sweet side... Idk...
Music has taken me over. Way more than normal. I can't stop downloading new stuff. I add about 100 songs a day and my iPod is full so I have to delete my old stuff. D: But now I am in love with pop-punk, indie and some hard-core. Unfortunately my favorite band somehow is still Mayday Parade. I don't think i'll ever be able to get over them. It's very sad. = /
Well thanks for reading this terrible post. I'll try to write more often.